Tuesday, December 2, 2008

His heart still needs your prayers

I thank everyone for their prayers and for their thoughts and encouragment for my nephew, it really means alot and I am thankful for all of you out there, that are listening and praying continually.

My nephew got sent home from Cardinal Glennon Hospital about 4-5 days ago. Medication was to substain him as a method of trying to heal the large hole in his heart, know as Ventricular Septal Defect. While the homecoming was great, and we all enjoyed spending time with him, the joy was short as last night my sister and him returned back to the hospital in heart failure yet again. The doctors tell my sister that with a large hole this is normal for him to be in heart failure. What we dont want is complete heart failure. Even though this is normal, this is not a good diagonis. The doctors still want to wait until he is older to operate, but the constant being in heart failure does not look good.

He is having trouble breathing due to this adnormaility in his heart. It's hard to explain without the diagram but if you want to understand it better you can go to http://kidshealth.org/teen/diseases_conditions/heart/vsd.html and they have a diagram to look at that explains more.

I do not have anymore update on what they plan to do today except monitor him, I dont know for how long this time. My sister has had trouble getting him to stay awake long enough to eat, seems as though he gets so wore out being awake.

So prayers are needed for him, he is not even 1 month old and doesnt know anything that is going on, a miracle from God and he needs all your prayers and support as well as his mother my sister who struggles to watch her little child and feels powerless and can not help.

Thank you everyone!!

Coincidence and Resurrection

I too am planning on copying and pasting this tidbit. It's not much but was very profound to me. Yesterday, Billie Sue spoke on the last half of chapter two of Touching Godliness through Submission in Sunday school. She touched on her experience of her dry time that she went through last year and the first part of this year, and how the Beth Moore Bible study helped so much, and she spoke about how she always asks for all the "r" words, Restore, Renew, etc. but never thought to ask for Resurrection...

As Christians we are called to die to ourselves, but I never thought if the whole concept in that way before, that even as we are to die (over and over, as new sins and issues arise or are unveiled), that we are to be resurrected into new life in Christ... That was so profound to me, just the new revelation on the subject. Just as in many times past, the simplest of concepts just breaks into my level of understanding in such a new, fresh, and powerful way.

Then Jennifer got up and gave the word that God had given her to share. She talked about us being unified as a body, and also she gave the illustration about a grain of wheat falling to the ground and dying, but when it comes back, it bears much fruit. Resurrection

Then Pastor's message was on Yielding to our Heavenly Father. He used the example of Jeremiah and the potter's wheel, the remaking of our "pots" out of "available mud". He contrasted God's will to Our will, and gave scripture to show that it is most presumptuous of us to question the molding, and remaking that the Lord does in our lives. He basically asks, "Who are you to ask these questions, like 'What are you making?' and 'Don't you think a handle should go here?'". I thought it interesting how by asking about a "handle", it could be our desire to make sure that we have some control over our own lives and situations. Basically, we need to step back and try to look at God's perspective and his Larger Purposes, and that everything is intended for the purpose of gathering Israel and the Gentiles to Him, and that Salvation is the end to which we are to attain.

Anyway, the "coincidence". Sunday night, Gabe and I were reading out of the Beth Moore study on John. On Day 20, she is talking about the burial of Jesus, and how John must have felt such an emotional swing at the finality of the death of Jesus. She explains how, in our flesh, we seem to cling to the idea the "where there is life, there is hope." But how opposite that is for God. With him, where there is death, there is hope. But the death is not the end. With the resurrection comes the eternal hope. She gives the verse from John 12:24 "I assure you: Unless a grain of wheat falls into the ground and dies, it remains by itself. But if it dies, it produces a large crop." Then she goes on to say, " As a child bearing the name of Christ, if a part of you had died, in time it was meant to produce many seeds." She says "we stand on the edge of our cliff-like emotions looking into the deep cavern of our grief, and we're sure that the jump will kill us." Then her last paragraph really spoke to my heart. "We hear so much talk about the phases of grief: the shock, the anger, often depression, then, finally, acceptance. We're led to believe that acceptance of death is the final stage of grief. But if we are in Christ, the final stage has not come until we've allowed God to bring forth resurrection life and many seeds from the kernel of wheat that fell to the ground. Yes, we have come to acceptance, but not just acceptance of the death. Acceptance of the resurrection life. Don't stop until you experience it. Though it tarry, it shall come!"

I love how God hits us from all sides when he wants to drive a point home in our lives!

Saturday, November 29, 2008

1 Corinthians 13

Hey everyone. I got kind of bored tonight and I felt like putting something on this blog. These are the notes that I wrote for myself when I taught at the Men's Bible study a few months ago. This was the first time that I ever taught the word and I hope you all enjoy my take on 1 Cor. 13.
I. Introduction: A. My First time teaching. Christ gave me gifts and teaching is one of them. (1 Cor. 12:7-10)
B. We all have these gifts of the Spirit (1 Cor. 12:11)- It depends on the of the Body of Christ at a certain point in time. When I was asked to teach I knew that I could do it because it isn't me who is doing it, but the Holy Spirit that is within me. But what is my motive? Is it to glorify myself or God? Is it out of love or to feel prideful that I have this knowledge? *Key point: Love should trump all of our motives no matter what!
II. Review of 1 Cor.: Why is this chapter 13 in this letter to the Corinthians? Why did Paul write this? A. To correct the the Corinthians of setting gifts before loving on another. (1 Cor. 14:1) B. Divisions were also another big problem in this church (1 Cor. 1:12) Another thing to take in consideration is the fact that the Corinthians were seeking knowledge and wisdom, which isn't wrong, and they were not really loving one another as they ought to. (1 Cor. 8:1-3) C. There were also problems with how to use the gifts of the Spirit and the gift of the tongues was the most debated gift at the time.
III. 1 Cor. 13:1-3 A. Verse one: Right away Paul is bring up the tongues. 1st Tongues, 2nd Gift of Prophecy, 3rd Faith, 4th Taking care of the poor and needy, and 5th Giving up the body for Christ or martyrdom. I cam e up with a simple equation and it goes like this (No Love= Nothing). I am not downing Gifts of the Spirit or attacking what God has given us but if we use this gifts with out love then it could be less effective or have no effect at all.Remember James 1:17... "Every good and perfect gift comes from the Father of Lights". It is important to note that love needs to be behind every single action or thought that we have when it comes to serving the Lord. B. Some of those actions that need to considered: 1. Praying- Ask yourself these questions: Why do I pray to God? Why do we pray for others? The should be out of love and have love behind all of it. We pray to God to get closer to Him and to love Him. We pray for others to edify the body of Christ out of love not to feel like we are more spiritual than someone else. 2. Studying / Hearing the Word of God. We should read or listen to the word of God (Bible and Sermons) not merely to accumulate knowledge but to receive God's love and mercy. (Example: When we hear or read something that seems sharp or hard to swallow we have to realize that it is God's love. Like a father to a son. (Hebrews 12:5-8) He will chasten us because He loves us. We need to come to this love because it is true love.
IV. 1 Cor. 13:4-8 A. What love should be or what we should strive to be like. Matthew Henry's Commentary says this about this section of the Bible: "True love to God and man is, a benevolent dispostion of mind towards out fellow Christians, growing out of sincere and fervent devotion to God"
* It is important to note that God sets value on love towards Him and not just merely knowledge.
B. Before we get into this section let us look at John 13 and John 15. (John 13:34-35, 15:12-13, 17) This is what God commands of us to one another. To love one another as we love ourselves and to love God with everything that we have! This is an example of true love: "Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one's life for his friends. This is the greatest love because Jesus Christ did this for us on the cross. He laid his life down for us. C. What love should be (1 Cor. 13:4-8) 1. Suffer long 2. It is kind 3. Doesn't envy 4. Doesn't parade itself( think of a parade and what a parade is all about... to be be prideful about something or some event) 5. Isn't puffed up ( this means not full of pride) 6. Hates sin 7. Loves truth 8. Bears all things 9. Believes all things ( of God) 10. Hopes all things (about God) 11. Endures all things. It is important to note that Love never fails! D. Verse 8: Love will always remain no matter what. If all gifts vanish and you have the love of God you have it all! If you have all the Gifts of the Spirit and not one ounce of God's love you profit or have nothing.
V.1 Cor. 9-13 A. We should realize that all of these gifts will one day come to an end. There will be no need for the gifts or prophecies, tongues, or even knowledge to build up the body of Christ. * Love will remain in heaven not the gifts. B. Verse 9 " That which is perfect has come" this is the kingdom or Heaven. "When i was a child": this is the state that we are in right now and we are children on Earth and "when I became a man..." could be when we go home to be with God. * Gifts of the Spirit could be considered as child-like matters and are needed on the while we are here on this earth until we are made perfect in heaven. But once again love has to be the main motive behind the gifts. C. Verse 12- This could once again be a metaphor for Earth and Heaven... that is all I am going to say about that!!! " See in the mirror dimly" could be when we are on the Earth and face to face could be when we are in Heaven. "I know in part" I know a little bit what I am like- on Earth "but then I shall know just as I also am know" more Clear in Heaven. - Also could be over time we start to see ourselves better as we grow in Christ and for what we are
VI. Conclusion: A. Verse 13: Love is the Greatest of all!!! Praise the Lord!!
Well everyone that was about it and I hope that you all enjoyed it. And if it doesn't sound right or something feel free to leave comments or questions that you would have for me.

Monday, November 24, 2008

Update on Kayden

Thank you so much for the prayers, still continue to pray....

Update is that there is good news, he may be going home soon and just be on medication. Which is what my sister wants, not having surgery and just fixing the problem with medication would do my sister's heart well. But baby and her are doing fine. So just a good update!!

So thankful...

I know this might sound cliche because this week is Thanksgiving, but yesterday's service at church stirred my heart SO much of all that I have to be thankful for. As different people were saying out loud the things and friends they were thankful, my heart just felt so full! We are so blessed.

I just want to say how very THANKFUL I am for each and every one of you. You guys bless me so much. All of you, whether we are long time friends, or just met, or only see each other once in a while...you are such blessings. I am so thankful for the friends and family the Lord has surrounded me with. I truly don't know where I would be without you all. I am humbled and touched by your love and faithfulness to our Savior, and also by the crazy cool opportunity I have to be a part of the 1830 ministry. May we continue to run the race with perseverance! Continue to pray for one another, love another, have compassion on one another, build one another up, sharpen each other, and press each other on towards Jesus!

"For this reason we also, since the day we heard it, do not cease to pray for you and to ask that you may be filled with the knowledge of His will in all wisdom and spiritual understanding; that you may walk worthy of the Lord, fully pleasing Him, being fruitful in every good work and increasing in the knowledge of God; strengthened with all might, according to His glorious power, for all patience and longsuffering with joy; giving thanks to the Father who has qualified us to be partakers of the inheritance of the saints in the light."

-Colossians 1:9-12

Love you guys so much! :)

With tears of joy,
ashlie

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Kayden Charles Elliott

PRAYER REQUESTS FOR THE PRAYER WARRIORS!!!

My sister had a beautiful baby boy 19 days ago, 6lbs 9oz little champ named Kayden Elliott, he is her 2nd child and joined an adorable 3 year old sister Karlee.

Last night my sister had to take him to Cardinal Glennon Hospital in St. Louis, what we thought was a heart murmur, turns out to be now as VSD. Ventricular Septal Defect. A ventricular septal defect (VSD) is a heart malformation present at birth. Any condition that is present at birth can also be termed a "congenital" condition. A VSD, therefore, is a type of congenital heart disease (CHD). The heart with a VSD has a hole in the wall (the septum) between its two lower chambers (the ventricles).

Right now the doctors have decided not to do surgery but to let the medication work through IV’s to try to close this hole in his heart. If his heart does fail then surgery will be an immediate need. But if the medication does work they will still be looking at surgery, just later down the road 5-6 months from now. It’s easier to operate on a bigger healthy baby I’m sure than a 19 day old baby. I still do not have all the details but I do know that they will be in hospital for the next week so would you please keep them in your thoughts and prayers. We want a full recovery and a healthy baby boy to return home. They have to be in the hospital for a week for him to be watched closely as this medicines trys to take effect for his heart to remain working and not to fail.

Please think of my sister and my family when you pray and have quiet times this week. God is good and faithful. This will be a time of stretching for me and my family but through it God may have the glory. In every instance there is always good that comes out of bad.

"Always bearing about in the body the dying of the Lord Jesus (which was for our victory), that the life also of Jesus might be made manifest in our body. For we which live are always delivered unto death for Jesus' sake, that the life also of Jesus might be made manifest in our mortal flesh."2 Corinthians 4:10-11

Isaiah 40:31 "But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary, and they shall walk and not faint."

"Therefore I say to you whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you will have them."Mark 11:24

Thank you to everyone for your prayers I will keep you posted as changes are made.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

What is a True Disciple?

Hey there all i just first off wanna say hi to all of you. So i found this video of a clip from a sermon from a guy overseas and it really moved me. The things that i take so for granted, and the things that i am. And how there is a God who just wants me to worship him with everything i have, leaving everything else behind. So i really wanted to share the message with you guys so i typed it bless you all and may God change our lives never leaving us the same. May we come to realize that he is our very sustenance. We have a special stewardship from God..We must be holy. It wont take just five minutes..it will take our whole lives..and all of it. Love you all my brothers and sisters!!!

What is a True Disciple?
“And when he had called the people unto him with his disciples also, he said unto them, whosoever will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me." (Mark 8:34) For whosoever will save his life shall lose it; but whosoever shall lose his life for my sake and the Gospel’s, the same shall save it. What does it mean to be a disciple of Christ? When you read the New Testament, you see that when people received Jesus, there was a cost; there was a price that had to be paid; there was a walk, which would be painful, requiring death to the flesh. But this is a necessary process. It is a hard way, it is a narrow way, and it is a way, which will lead to persecution for those who desire to live in the fear of the Lord. It involves death to the self. But it is a death, which is a sign of your love for God. We want to receive Him, but we don't want to give to Him. We want to enjoy Him, but we don’t want to suffer for Him. The spirit is dwelling among us. We want to come and receive, but we don't want to come and lay down our lives and sacrifice ourselves. And when it comes to the hard way, where you are to pay a price, where you are to sweat a little, bleed a little, then you run away. You desire not. God is calling on a generation, who will suffer, who will bleed, and who will walk all the way. "For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?"(Mark 8:36) What good does it do for you to receive all these things? What good does it do for you to attain all this esteem and all this so called success? What good does it do, if you end up losing your life? Compared to the life which is coming- if you win it- the life which is now is of no value...Compared to the life, which is coming. It’s of no value. It is therefore a deadly poison, when the church replaces the Cross of Christ with seven steps to a better life. I want to give you just one step tonight: Die, Die to yourself! Lay down what is of yourself. Christ is calling you to be a follower of Him.. Someone who will give it all. Someone who will say: it’s not about me; it’s about your name. It's about your name being glorified and exalted through my life, no matter what it may cost me. Being a disciple if Christ means that everything in our lives reflects a perspective of eternity. Everything in our lives reflects the perspective that there is a life which is coming after this life. And we are motivated by this life. The only hope we have with regards to eternity, is what happened 2000 years ago, when He hung on that tree, naked and humiliated, beaten and bleeding. Dear friends, there are great consequences for not having this perspective. There are great consequences for saying: well, I'm just living my own life, and I want to live it in a way that makes me feel good. There are great consequences for not understanding what this is all about. Not having a strong, daily awareness about living for Christ and understanding what He did for us on that cross. The cross of Christ should be the very foundation of our lives; our all consuming passion and motivation- That which drives us; the very power, which causes us to live. If you desire to be a disciple of Christ, you must have the power of the Gospel in your life every day of your life. You must be aware of what Christ did 2000 years ago. Not just the story you heard back then, when you received Jesus. But it is something which is alive to you- where it is so real to you it's as if He died yesterday. And it moves you just as much as if He had. It must move us every single day. It must be a living reality to us every single day. This is where the power is. The power is in the Gospel. The Gospel is the power of God for those who believe. It is a power, which causes your heart and your thoughts to be drawn towards eternity, rather than the things of this world. The Gospel is the power of God for those who believe. This means, it is God's power for us as Christians, because by definition, we are those who believe. The Gospel is God's power for us every day of our lives. And as followers of Christ, this power must be working in us, so that we can keep our hearts and minds focuses on that day when we will stand before Him. "For consider him", says Hebrews 12:3, "that endured such contradiction of sinners against himself, lest ye be wearied and faint in your minds." Consider Him! Keep your focus on him. Let it be Christ in the morning, in the afternoon, and in the evening, and all through the night. Is He everything to you? Does He fill your thoughts? Does He fill your heart?